This time around I have had the worst flare, extreme fatigue just horrible pain and get very depressed and I’m sad to admit to it but it is the truth and I want to share it with you. I know many of you guys suffer the same or maybe even worst. There are days where I can get up and I can do somethings so I do it because I have my kids to take care of so I do it to make them happy and to do things that a mother has to do. The problem with that is that the flare doesn’t completely go away and I fallback into bed so what are we to Do? As lupus fighters and we have this type of cycle over and over again what do we do?
Depression can become overwhelming at times where we have to be mentally strong to manage the pain and loneliness & everything that our body is going through and not just that but outside including our home our friends etc. There are changes in our school or work things that we are losing & are not able to do it is very difficult but we need to understand things will be okay and God will be by us and he will guide us!
Our situation will get better we need to be strong & relying on family, speaking up & asking for help is such a great thing got us. you know also I have a lot of friends on social media that are very helpful you know they give me the strength that I sometimes need because they give me encouraging words and you know I know that I’m not alone and I’m not the only one going through all this pain.
Sorry for tonight’s rant but my pain is just so unbareable I had to say something tonight, couldn’t type so I used Siri to type this up but I hope you’re all doing well tonight and have a good night love you! Xoxo
Cindee’s Lupie Life 